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Alison, you're making me
a little nervous here.

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Sorry.

3
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Isn't this what you want?

4
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I know you're what I want.

5
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I've never been with a man
I was more comfortable with,

6
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who made me feel as comfortable
with myself.

7
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So, what's the problem?

8
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It just all feels so complicated.

9
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And messy.

10
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It's not. It won't have anything
to do with you.

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- I'm sorry.
- Well, what's wrong?

12
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I just never thought
this would happen to me.

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I never thought I'd really fall in love.

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Or that somebody would
really love me back.

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Someone does.

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I feel so stupid.
I can't believe I'm crying.

17
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- What are you doing up so early?
- Beats me.

18
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I waited till after one
for you last night.

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Thought you might
need a shoulder to cry on.

20
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Well, it didn't exactly
go the way I expected.

21
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- Oh? How exactly did it go?
- He's leaving his wife.

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For me. I mean he's brilliant,
committed, the best in bed,

23
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and we are totally in love
with each other.

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I know you're thinking,
"famous last words."

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Actually, I was still working
on "the best in bed."

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I can't expect you to understand, Billy.

27
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Life doesn't always come
neatly packaged.

28
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And neither does love.

29
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Listen to yourself. You sound like
a dysfunctional Hallmark card.

30
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I'm in love. And somebody I'm in love
with is in love with me.

31
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I'm sorry if you're too jaded or cynical
to understand that simple truth.

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- Hi.
- Hi.

33
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- Are you Rhonda?
- Yeah.

34
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- I'm Carrie. Carrie Fellows.
- Oh, hi.

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- Come in, come in, please.
- Thank you.

36
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- What a great place.
- Oh, thanks.

37
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It seems like a palace since Sandy
moved out.

38
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My old roommate. She's an actress.

39
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<i>She flew off to New York to star
in Forever and Tomorrow.</i>

40
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- The soap.
- Oh, I'm sorry. I don't follow those.

41
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Oh, that's OK. So let's get down
to business, shall we?

42
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- I just have a few questions.
- Of course.

43
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My God, you have great taste.
Are you an interior designer?

44
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- No. An aerobics instructor.
- Explains the fabulous bod.

45
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What a dream, getting paid to exercise
and help people realize their potential.

46
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- Wow, you've really got it together.
- Thanks.

47
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Would this be my room?

48
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Yeah. I just shipped
the last of Sandy's things out.

49
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Do you mind if I ask you
a few questions?

50
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Here's my resume and references.

51
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I don't smoke, I don't drink.
I don't have pets or a boyfriend.

52
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I love to cook,
and I have a steady job.

53
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- Oh, what do you do?
- I'm an O.P.

54
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- You mean someone who delivers babies?
- No, that's an O.B., silly.

55
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I'm an O.P.
An organizational professional.

56
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I help arrange people's lives for them.

57
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How cool.

58
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I also own my own car.

59
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My parents live out of town so there
won't be any unannounced visits.

60
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And I believe toothpaste belongs
on a brush and not in the sink.

61
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Is there anything else
you need to know?

62
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Just one thing:
How soon can you move in?

63
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Really? Just like that?

64
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If you only knew the losers
I've been interviewing.

65
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I trust my instincts. I got a good
feeling about you, Carrie.

66
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And I have a good feeling
about you, too, Rhonda.

67
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Have a seat, Matt.

68
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Well, I manage, or used to manage,
a halfway house in Hollywood.

69
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- I was fired because I'm gay.
- You're sure that's the reason?

70
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I didn't hear any complaints
when they thought I was straight.

71
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And there were no
extenuating circumstances,

72
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- no budget cuts, anything like that?
- No, nothing.

73
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One day they love me,
the next day I'm untouchable.

74
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It's discrimination, pure and simple.
And I just want to make them admit that.

75
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Exactly how far are you willing to go
to win that admission?

76
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You don't know "invasion of privacy"

77
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until you've had your personal life
on display in a courtroom.

78
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I can practically guarantee
it will get ugly.

79
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I can handle it.

80
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So you'll take my case?

81
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I wanna know all the details.

82
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But, yes, I think we can work together.

83
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There's one thing you need to know.

84
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I didn't have a lot of money before,
and now...

85
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Look, Matt, I'd be willing
to work on contingency.

86
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- Which means?
- I put my fees on hold.

87
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Well, then we're in business.

88
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Yeah, I just need $5,000 for costs
up front, though.

89
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Five thousand bucks?

90
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Well, the partners are gonna insist,
and it's just standard procedure.

91
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- Caulking gun.
- What, Alison broke up their marriage?

92
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Yeah, you think you know somebody...

93
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Hammer.

94
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- Wow, how could she be so selfish?
- She's in love.

95
00:08:01,287 --> 00:08:04,882
But that is flat-out wrong.
Does she realize what she's doing?

96
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- Tiles, please.
- I got them.

97
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The point is that Alison's changed.

98
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It's like she's trying to cut loose,
and Keith was the one who set her free.

99
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The wife was the one set free.
I doubt anyone asked her opinion.

100
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You just don't get involved
with a married man.

101
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Love can change people.
Look at me.

102
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I used to be a promising surgeon,
now I operate on roofs.

103
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It's funny, but I just don't picture
Alison as a homewrecker,

104
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no matter how in love she is.

105
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A homewrecker, honey?
Please don't overdramatize.

106
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I just call 'em as I see 'em.

107
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- Another tile.
- Another tile.

108
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Don't forget: Hang your grill orders,
call in your shakes.

109
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OK, I think I can handle it.

110
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What can I expect on a good day?
When we're not expecting rain.

111
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Fifty, 75. Depends how fast
you turn your tables.

112
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And it doesn't hurt to be cute,
of course, so I think you'll do fine.

113
00:09:07,327 --> 00:09:10,717
Here you go. Why don't you start on
table four over there?

114
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It's nice. It's nice outside. You can
walk to work. Give you great clothes.

115
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It's a living. I don't know how
I'll score five grand pushing burgers.

116
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Lot of grease on the griddle.

117
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I'm not gonna be able to afford
my attorney until the year 2012.

118
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- Thinking of hitting up my parents.
- What's the problem?

119
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They don't know the meaning
of "no strings attached."

120
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Oh, right, those kinds of parents.
Did you tell them what happened?

121
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- Do they know you're gay?
- They know all right.

122
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Although I'm sure they'd prefer not to.
It's seldom discussed.

123
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Maybe now's a good time
to bring it up.

124
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Hey, cutie, you got a nice tip
on table five.

125
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I think you've got an admirer here.

126
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Can I take your order, please?

127
00:10:20,927 --> 00:10:24,363
- God, what a night, huh?
- Yeah, we certainly needed the rain.

128
00:10:24,527 --> 00:10:25,880
Yeah, but all at once?

129
00:10:26,047 --> 00:10:29,039
I wouldn't think anything
could dampen your spirits.

130
00:10:29,207 --> 00:10:32,404
- You heard the latest?
- Yeah, Billy told me the good news.

131
00:10:32,567 --> 00:10:37,038
- Congratulations, I guess.
- You don't sound very sincere.

132
00:10:39,447 --> 00:10:42,484
I'm sorry. What do you want me to say?

133
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I'd just like my friends
to be happy for me.

134
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- If you're happy, I'm happy.
- But?

135
00:10:49,887 --> 00:10:51,605
Come on, it's freezing out here.

136
00:10:51,767 --> 00:10:54,804
No, come on, Jane.
Tell me what you really think.

137
00:10:54,967 --> 00:10:57,686
I can't help thinking
other people are involved.

138
00:10:57,847 --> 00:11:01,123
- You don't think I've considered that?
- No, not enough.

139
00:11:01,807 --> 00:11:03,320
God, Jane.

140
00:11:03,487 --> 00:11:06,684
You've taken this so personally
from the very beginning.

141
00:11:06,847 --> 00:11:08,883
You'd think you were losing a husband.

142
00:11:09,047 --> 00:11:14,644
It's the way you talk about this
other woman like she's just an obstacle.

143
00:11:15,247 --> 00:11:19,479
Well, thank you for being such
a nice and supportive friend.

144
00:11:21,767 --> 00:11:24,440
I was just being honest.
That's what you wanted.

145
00:11:24,607 --> 00:11:26,518
Look, Keith loves me.

146
00:11:26,687 --> 00:11:30,157
I'm sorry if the fact he's leaving
his wife makes you insecure.

147
00:11:30,327 --> 00:11:33,478
If you understood marriage,
you'd understand

148
00:11:33,647 --> 00:11:36,525
that if Keith can leave his wife,
he'll leave you too.

149
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<i>The storm should continue
through evening,</i>

150
00:11:39,327 --> 00:11:41,682
<i>with heavy rainfall expected
in the area.</i>

151
00:11:41,847 --> 00:11:46,125
<i>As we move toward the morning hours,
the storm should move northeast...</i>

152
00:11:47,767 --> 00:11:50,884
Did I mention that it
was supposed to rain today?

153
00:11:51,367 --> 00:11:55,155
Since you're a little damp already,
how about getting some takeout?

154
00:11:55,327 --> 00:11:57,716
There's zip in the fridge,
and I'm starved.

155
00:11:57,887 --> 00:11:59,843
Not tonight, Billy. I have plans.

156
00:12:00,007 --> 00:12:03,283
You're going out in the weather, huh?
Must be love.

157
00:12:04,567 --> 00:12:06,125
I got it.

158
00:12:08,047 --> 00:12:09,241
<i>- Hello?
- Hi.</i>

159
00:12:09,407 --> 00:12:11,796
Perfect timing,
I just got back from work.

160
00:12:11,967 --> 00:12:14,640
Listen, I'll be over in 20 minutes.

161
00:12:14,807 --> 00:12:18,083
<i>We can sit in front of a fire,
listen to the rain and the surf.</i>

162
00:12:18,247 --> 00:12:23,037
I'd love to. It's just that...
I don't think I can make it tonight.

163
00:12:23,207 --> 00:12:25,323
<i>Something's come up.</i>

164
00:12:25,887 --> 00:12:28,959
Like what? Work stuff?

165
00:12:29,367 --> 00:12:32,962
How about if I try to call you later?
Tomorrow?

166
00:12:33,127 --> 00:12:34,276
I gotta go.

167
00:12:36,687 --> 00:12:39,724
Sure, fine. Whatever.

168
00:12:53,007 --> 00:12:56,124
No concrete reason,
just "something came up?"

169
00:12:56,287 --> 00:12:57,276
Yes.

170
00:12:57,447 --> 00:13:00,996
I don't like the smell of this.
But then again, I never did.

171
00:13:01,167 --> 00:13:05,479
You've already given indicated how
supportive you are of this relationship.

172
00:13:05,647 --> 00:13:09,925
If you don't have something nice to say,
then shut your mouth.

173
00:13:10,087 --> 00:13:13,318
Don't take it out on me.
I'm not the guy who stood you up.

174
00:13:14,127 --> 00:13:18,962
He probably just had to work late.
I'm sure I'll see him tomorrow.

175
00:13:19,127 --> 00:13:20,116
Or sooner.

176
00:13:20,927 --> 00:13:24,636
Oh, my God, look at you!

177
00:13:24,807 --> 00:13:26,798
- Look at me.
- You look great.

178
00:13:26,967 --> 00:13:28,719
- Come out of the rain.
- Thanks.

179
00:13:28,887 --> 00:13:32,323
- What happened?
- My wife showed up.

180
00:13:32,487 --> 00:13:36,878
I was getting ready to leave to pick
you up when she knocked on the door.

181
00:13:37,047 --> 00:13:40,084
- What'd she want?
- I'm not entirely sure.

182
00:13:40,247 --> 00:13:42,158
To see for herself, I guess.

183
00:13:42,327 --> 00:13:45,842
I told her that my mind was made up,
that what we had was over.

184
00:13:46,007 --> 00:13:48,726
There was nothing she could do
to change that.

185
00:13:48,887 --> 00:13:51,799
- She didn't believe you?
- No, she didn't listen.

186
00:13:51,967 --> 00:13:55,880
She kept repeating that it couldn't end,
she deserved another chance.

187
00:13:56,047 --> 00:13:59,801
And she finally just broke into pieces
and kicked me out of my own house.

188
00:13:59,967 --> 00:14:04,165
She's going back to San Diego tomorrow.
She'll probably burn everything I own.

189
00:14:04,327 --> 00:14:06,158
Oh, God, I'm so sorry.

190
00:14:06,327 --> 00:14:09,763
Under the circumstances,
I couldn't insist on staying.

191
00:14:10,247 --> 00:14:11,999
Oh, no, stay here.

192
00:14:14,207 --> 00:14:16,675
- Hey, Billy.
- Hey.

193
00:14:18,527 --> 00:14:21,485
- You sure it's all right?
- Of course it's OK.

194
00:14:21,647 --> 00:14:25,083
You're soaking wet.
Let's get you out of those wet clothes,

195
00:14:25,247 --> 00:14:28,603
into a hot shower,
and Billy will loan you something dry.

196
00:14:28,767 --> 00:14:31,600
My tux is at the laundry.
You can have what's clean.

197
00:14:31,767 --> 00:14:33,917
I appreciate it, Billy.

198
00:14:34,287 --> 00:14:37,085
What the hell are you doing?
He can't stay here.

199
00:14:37,247 --> 00:14:38,236
Why not?

200
00:14:38,407 --> 00:14:41,763
Because we're not gonna harbor
some fugitive from a marriage.

201
00:14:41,927 --> 00:14:44,157
What if his wife comes over
and kills us?

202
00:14:44,327 --> 00:14:46,841
I've heard about those things.
It's not safe.

203
00:14:47,007 --> 00:14:48,076
You're crazy.

204
00:14:48,247 --> 00:14:51,045
You don't know the first thing
about relationships.

205
00:14:51,207 --> 00:14:52,606
You do? You're in a mess.

206
00:14:52,767 --> 00:14:56,123
His wife kicks him out and you
give him carte blanche to stay here.

207
00:14:56,287 --> 00:14:59,279
Did you think maybe there's
a third party involved in this?

208
00:14:59,447 --> 00:15:01,438
It's only temporary.

209
00:16:00,967 --> 00:16:04,277
Don't let it get you down, son.
Hell, maybe it's for the best.

210
00:16:04,447 --> 00:16:06,836
You're a smart kid.
It's nice to help people,

211
00:16:07,007 --> 00:16:09,396
but you're never gonna
make money like that.

212
00:16:09,567 --> 00:16:12,286
Yeah, I know, Dad.
You've mentioned that before.

213
00:16:13,327 --> 00:16:16,444
I hate to bring this up,
but I have to borrow some money.

214
00:16:16,607 --> 00:16:19,804
Well, sure, how much do you need
to tide you over?

215
00:16:19,967 --> 00:16:22,117
- $5,000.
- $5,000?

216
00:16:22,287 --> 00:16:25,996
Matt, isn't that a bit steep?

217
00:16:26,167 --> 00:16:28,635
I haven't told you
what I'm gonna use it for.

218
00:16:28,807 --> 00:16:33,437
- Living expenses, I imagine.
- It's for me to hire a lawyer.

219
00:16:33,607 --> 00:16:36,838
So I can file a lawsuit
against the halfway house.

220
00:16:37,647 --> 00:16:42,641
- They fired me because I'm gay.
- Oh, Matt, I'm sorry.

221
00:16:43,327 --> 00:16:45,921
- Can't say it surprises me.
- Thanks a lot, Dad.

222
00:16:46,087 --> 00:16:50,205
I've told you before, son.
You've chosen a lifestyle that most...

223
00:16:50,367 --> 00:16:52,927
Being gay is not a choice.

224
00:16:53,087 --> 00:16:54,645
Whatever, whatever.

225
00:16:54,807 --> 00:16:57,480
I knew it was bound to lead
to difficulties.

226
00:16:57,807 --> 00:17:00,480
Yeah, well, I guess it's my problem,
right?

227
00:17:00,647 --> 00:17:02,922
It's not your problem.
We want to help.

228
00:17:03,087 --> 00:17:05,555
- But a lawsuit? For what?
- Discrimination.

229
00:17:05,727 --> 00:17:07,365
Discrimi?

230
00:17:10,887 --> 00:17:13,037
Have you thought this through, son?

231
00:17:13,207 --> 00:17:16,279
Have you considered what
you'll put yourself through?

232
00:17:16,447 --> 00:17:18,563
That kind of attention, publicity.

233
00:17:18,727 --> 00:17:21,639
- The media runs wild with those things.
- It's worth it.

234
00:17:21,807 --> 00:17:24,605
That is easy to say, here, now,
in your own home,

235
00:17:24,767 --> 00:17:28,203
surrounded by people who love you.
But out there...

236
00:17:28,367 --> 00:17:32,883
The world doesn't give a damn about you.
Take a stand, they'll shoot you down.

237
00:17:33,047 --> 00:17:35,959
- I will take that chance.
- Well, I can't.

238
00:17:37,687 --> 00:17:40,155
Well, thanks for all
your loving support.

239
00:17:40,327 --> 00:17:43,478
- Matt, don't leave. No.
- Come on, Matt, sit down. Matt!

240
00:17:44,047 --> 00:17:47,005
- Thanks for dinner.
- Would you just wait here a second?

241
00:17:47,167 --> 00:17:51,080
- Matthew...
- Matt, we're only thinking of you!

242
00:18:08,847 --> 00:18:10,883
- What?
- Lily Gray.

243
00:18:11,047 --> 00:18:14,357
I'm sure Keith's told you all about me.

244
00:18:15,487 --> 00:18:18,001
Yeah, sort of.

245
00:18:18,207 --> 00:18:22,041
- How did you?
- Relax. It's a dream, babe.

246
00:18:23,607 --> 00:18:27,805
He told me our marriage was over.
News to me.

247
00:18:27,967 --> 00:18:32,597
I've been in Washington trying to get
Congress to bail out the farmers.

248
00:18:32,767 --> 00:18:36,999
We got the aid,
but I lost my husband.

249
00:18:37,487 --> 00:18:39,955
- So, what do you do, anyway?
- Advertising.

250
00:18:41,367 --> 00:18:44,803
Nice creative field.

251
00:18:45,167 --> 00:18:48,842
You probably have one of those
vivacious personalities.

252
00:18:49,807 --> 00:18:52,685
And a great sense of humor.

253
00:18:52,847 --> 00:18:55,315
I never really could get Keith to laugh.

254
00:18:55,487 --> 00:18:57,682
I hear you do that
and a whole lot more.

255
00:18:58,847 --> 00:19:02,283
You're being much too hard
on yourself, Lily.

256
00:19:02,447 --> 00:19:05,917
According to Keith, the marriage
was dead. These things happen.

257
00:19:06,087 --> 00:19:11,036
Relationships go through cycles, Alison.
Peaks and valleys.

258
00:19:11,207 --> 00:19:15,246
Things may not have been going well,
but I never had a fighting chance.

259
00:19:15,527 --> 00:19:18,200
But people change, Lily.

260
00:19:18,367 --> 00:19:22,042
You both got married so young.
You and Keith just grew apart.

261
00:19:22,407 --> 00:19:24,762
I know my husband, Alison.

262
00:19:24,927 --> 00:19:27,202
And I know myself.

263
00:19:27,367 --> 00:19:31,918
My marriage died because you
came along and destroyed it.

264
00:19:32,967 --> 00:19:35,276
You're responsible, Alison.

265
00:19:35,447 --> 00:19:38,723
You and you alone.

266
00:20:15,767 --> 00:20:18,486
- Carrie?
- Morning. Anything missing?

267
00:20:19,967 --> 00:20:22,879
Hope I didn't wake you.
I got up early to do the drapes.

268
00:20:23,047 --> 00:20:25,481
No, I had to be up anyway.
I have a class.

269
00:20:25,647 --> 00:20:28,400
Only I can't seem to find my vitamins.

270
00:20:28,767 --> 00:20:32,043
They're here. I filed them under
"V" for vitamins, see?

271
00:20:32,207 --> 00:20:34,960
Between the veggie salt
and the V-8 juice.

272
00:20:35,127 --> 00:20:38,915
You alphabetized our kitchen?
Yesterday, while you were teaching.

273
00:20:39,087 --> 00:20:41,476
And I also threw in this kitchen caddy.

274
00:20:42,447 --> 00:20:44,756
Sort of as a housewarming gift.

275
00:20:45,247 --> 00:20:46,760
Well, thanks.

276
00:20:46,927 --> 00:20:49,885
This is last year's model,
but nobody will ever know.

277
00:20:50,047 --> 00:20:54,359
The new version has wider shelves
for thicker bottles.

278
00:21:02,167 --> 00:21:03,282
Good morning.

279
00:21:04,247 --> 00:21:06,886
Somebody didn't get enough sleep
last night.

280
00:21:07,047 --> 00:21:09,003
- Billy...
- You know what we need?

281
00:21:09,167 --> 00:21:12,284
- Thicker walls?
- Oh, hi, Billy.

282
00:21:12,447 --> 00:21:15,519
- I was talking to Alison.
- What do we need?

283
00:21:15,687 --> 00:21:18,281
We need to get away from all this.

284
00:21:19,567 --> 00:21:20,841
I couldn't agree more.

285
00:21:21,007 --> 00:21:23,567
Why don't we go camping?
I know the perfect spot.

286
00:21:23,727 --> 00:21:26,560
No water-skiing, fast-food stands,
or volleyball.

287
00:21:26,727 --> 00:21:29,161
So, what do you do for fun?

288
00:21:30,207 --> 00:21:32,004
We'll think of something.

289
00:21:32,567 --> 00:21:34,717
- So, what do you say?
- I'd love to go.

290
00:21:34,927 --> 00:21:39,045
- Great. I'll make the arrangements.
- Great. What do I bring?

291
00:21:39,207 --> 00:21:42,802
A bathing suit and a sleeping bag.
I'll take care of the rest.

292
00:21:44,127 --> 00:21:47,244
- See you, Billy.
- Happy trails.

293
00:21:50,407 --> 00:21:51,965
Camping?

294
00:21:52,127 --> 00:21:55,915
Your idea of roughing it is, like,
grilling burgers out by the pool.

295
00:21:56,087 --> 00:21:58,601
It's a small price to pay.

296
00:21:59,687 --> 00:22:03,396
- Look, I'm happy for you, OK?
- Thank you, Billy.

297
00:22:04,607 --> 00:22:07,280
You know, I had the weirdest dream
last night.

298
00:22:07,447 --> 00:22:08,960
You actually slept?

299
00:22:09,327 --> 00:22:11,522
Keith's wife was in bed with us.

300
00:22:12,847 --> 00:22:16,476
Alison, I didn't know you had
such a kinky imagination.

301
00:22:16,647 --> 00:22:18,638
- Go on.
- It was nothing like that.

302
00:22:18,807 --> 00:22:20,684
- She was talking.
- Just talking?

303
00:22:20,847 --> 00:22:25,284
- Yeah, she made me feel so guilty.
- Take it easy, it was just a dream.

304
00:22:25,447 --> 00:22:29,486
I know. But I feel like I've gotta...

305
00:22:30,207 --> 00:22:33,324
I don't know, like I have to see her.
In person.

306
00:22:33,487 --> 00:22:35,842
And do what?
Share what you have in common?

307
00:22:36,007 --> 00:22:37,156
I don't know.

308
00:22:38,367 --> 00:22:41,086
I guess I'll figure it out
when I get there.

309
00:22:41,247 --> 00:22:44,444
Wait a second. Are you sure
you know what you're doing?

310
00:22:44,887 --> 00:22:47,162
No. Not really.

311
00:23:43,727 --> 00:23:46,082
- Morning.
- Hi.

312
00:23:46,727 --> 00:23:50,766
God, I haven't dragged out
this old sleeping bag in years.

313
00:23:50,927 --> 00:23:53,919
I got it when I was in the Girl Scouts.

314
00:23:55,967 --> 00:24:01,439
I never was big on camping. I thought
I'd get attacked by something wild.

315
00:24:01,607 --> 00:24:05,236
- And now you're looking forward to it?
- Yeah, I guess I am.

316
00:24:07,167 --> 00:24:08,725
Well, have a good time.

317
00:24:08,887 --> 00:24:12,197
And if I were you,
I'd leave your merit badges at home.

318
00:24:12,407 --> 00:24:15,444
Jane, what is your problem?

319
00:24:15,607 --> 00:24:18,167
Sorry. I can't pretend
I like what you're doing.

320
00:24:18,327 --> 00:24:20,079
Well, who asked you?

321
00:24:20,247 --> 00:24:24,126
And who are you to sit
in judgement on my life?

322
00:24:24,287 --> 00:24:27,085
You're right, Alison. You're right.

323
00:24:27,247 --> 00:24:29,283
It's just that I care about you.

324
00:24:29,447 --> 00:24:31,802
And I see you walking off this cliff.

325
00:24:31,967 --> 00:24:36,199
Do you think for one second that
I would've chosen this mess for myself?

326
00:24:36,367 --> 00:24:39,484
You should've bailed when you found out
Keith was married.

327
00:24:39,647 --> 00:24:43,799
- Like I engineered this whole thing.
- It doesn't make any difference.

328
00:24:43,967 --> 00:24:47,596
Or that Keith may have left
his wife anyway. It doesn't matter.

329
00:24:47,927 --> 00:24:49,918
Do you know something I don't?

330
00:24:50,087 --> 00:24:53,159
Besides how to behave
around married men.

331
00:24:55,447 --> 00:24:58,166
Long-term relationships are complicated.

332
00:24:58,327 --> 00:25:03,117
The biggest temptation is anything new.
I learned that myself.

333
00:25:03,607 --> 00:25:07,043
The toughest thing in a marriage
is keeping the commitment.

334
00:25:07,207 --> 00:25:10,199
And I guess I believe,
maybe simplistically,

335
00:25:10,367 --> 00:25:12,403
that if you can outlast, together,

336
00:25:12,567 --> 00:25:16,560
all the outer temptations and
life changes that swirl around you,

337
00:25:16,727 --> 00:25:20,606
eventually your marriage will achieve
a kind of transcendence

338
00:25:20,767 --> 00:25:24,077
that will far outweigh
the brief excitement of a fling.

339
00:25:24,247 --> 00:25:26,807
Keith is not a fling, Jane.

340
00:25:27,247 --> 00:25:28,362
I'm not saying he is.

341
00:25:28,527 --> 00:25:31,997
But it doesn't sound like he's
able to honor a commitment either.

342
00:25:32,167 --> 00:25:36,797
So in your perfect world
there is no divorce.

343
00:25:36,967 --> 00:25:39,435
And people should stay
in unhappy marriages

344
00:25:39,607 --> 00:25:43,361
until they wither up and die,
or find the meaning of love.

345
00:25:43,527 --> 00:25:47,281
No, but I don't think anyone can go
from one relationship to another

346
00:25:47,447 --> 00:25:49,836
without repercussions somewhere.

347
00:25:50,927 --> 00:25:55,125
Alison, I'm just worried about you.
I'm worried that you're gonna get hurt.

348
00:25:55,287 --> 00:25:58,996
Well, you have a really interesting
way of showing it.

349
00:26:00,327 --> 00:26:01,965
I'm sorry.

350
00:26:02,127 --> 00:26:04,800
I guess my feelings
about this whole thing

351
00:26:04,967 --> 00:26:07,686
have got in the way
of what's really important.

352
00:26:07,847 --> 00:26:09,997
What's that?

353
00:26:10,527 --> 00:26:12,802
Our friendship.

354
00:26:15,887 --> 00:26:18,447
Hey, you seem to know
what you're doing.

355
00:26:27,807 --> 00:26:31,561
- Good morning to you, too. What's this?
- It's collateral.

356
00:26:31,807 --> 00:26:34,924
The pink slip to your car.
Don't you think you'll need this?

357
00:26:35,087 --> 00:26:38,796
Yeah, soon, I hope, but you hold
onto it, as a gesture of good faith.

358
00:26:38,967 --> 00:26:42,164
I'm selling the car. I can get $2,000.
I know you said five...

359
00:26:42,327 --> 00:26:44,636
- Slow down.
- No, I can't.

360
00:26:44,807 --> 00:26:46,877
This is important to me.

361
00:26:47,047 --> 00:26:51,677
I'm not in this to make some
huge settlement out of this.

362
00:26:51,847 --> 00:26:54,600
I want to do this...

363
00:26:54,767 --> 00:26:57,486
...so that the next gay person
that comes along,

364
00:26:57,647 --> 00:27:00,115
that they don't lose their job.

365
00:27:00,287 --> 00:27:02,243
It stops here, Sarah.

366
00:27:02,407 --> 00:27:05,240
With or without your help,
it stops here.

367
00:27:07,767 --> 00:27:10,235
I think you better hang
onto your car for now.

368
00:27:10,407 --> 00:27:13,444
You're going to need it when we start
building your case.

369
00:27:13,607 --> 00:27:16,963
I don't have a large staff,
so I'll count on you to do the legwork.

370
00:27:17,127 --> 00:27:21,837
- What about the $5,000?
- Well, I'll get them to go pro bono.

371
00:27:22,007 --> 00:27:26,239
I know a worthy cause when I see one,
and a worthy guy.

372
00:27:26,407 --> 00:27:29,524
- Not to mention my own selfish motives.
- Which are?

373
00:27:29,687 --> 00:27:32,042
This case is media brushfire.

374
00:27:32,207 --> 00:27:36,723
Especially with states like Oregon
and Colorado trying to pass measures

375
00:27:36,887 --> 00:27:39,685
curtailing the civil rights
of gay men and women.

376
00:27:39,847 --> 00:27:45,717
If we win this thing, you're gonna
get your job back, plus damages.

377
00:27:45,887 --> 00:27:48,606
And I might even make a name for myself.

378
00:27:50,287 --> 00:27:52,960
I'm not interested in the publicity.

379
00:27:53,127 --> 00:27:55,846
It goes with the territory.

380
00:28:16,927 --> 00:28:18,406
Carrie!

381
00:28:19,727 --> 00:28:21,001
Is something wrong?

382
00:28:23,287 --> 00:28:27,758
- Would you come in here for just a sec?
- Sure.

383
00:28:27,927 --> 00:28:29,246
What's up?

384
00:28:31,167 --> 00:28:33,317
When I left for work this morning,

385
00:28:33,487 --> 00:28:36,081
I could've sworn I had a closet
full of clothes.

386
00:28:36,247 --> 00:28:38,158
And now...

387
00:28:38,327 --> 00:28:42,286
- And what is this smell?
- Forest Spice.

388
00:28:42,447 --> 00:28:43,482
I beg your pardon?

389
00:28:43,647 --> 00:28:48,277
Well, you had a choice between that
or sandalwood or patchouli.

390
00:28:49,287 --> 00:28:53,678
- Deodorizer for your shoes.
- My shoes?

391
00:28:55,847 --> 00:28:57,803
My shoes now smell like pine trees.

392
00:28:57,967 --> 00:29:00,606
Like you took a brisk walk in the woods.

393
00:29:01,687 --> 00:29:03,643
I'm afraid to ask about my clothes.

394
00:29:03,807 --> 00:29:07,641
Those I sent to the best dry cleaner
in town, a place in Beverly Hills.

395
00:29:09,327 --> 00:29:13,605
- They don't do smells, too?
- I don't know, but I could ask.

396
00:29:13,767 --> 00:29:17,157
No, no, I like my aroma just fine,
thanks.

397
00:29:17,327 --> 00:29:21,479
Listen, Carrie, you might want to think
about kicking back just a bit.

398
00:29:21,647 --> 00:29:24,684
You really don't have to be
quite so tidy, do you?

399
00:29:24,847 --> 00:29:26,360
Especially with my stuff.

400
00:29:26,527 --> 00:29:29,997
I mean, too much of a good thing
can be too much.

401
00:29:30,527 --> 00:29:32,438
I see what you mean.

402
00:29:33,007 --> 00:29:35,680
- Then you'll ease up?
- Absolutely.

403
00:29:35,847 --> 00:29:40,363
- I was only trying to be helpful.
- That you are.

404
00:29:40,767 --> 00:29:45,477
And if there's one thing I understand,
that's when to stop.

405
00:29:47,127 --> 00:29:48,446
Good.

406
00:29:49,047 --> 00:29:51,436
It's exciting and intimidating too.

407
00:29:51,607 --> 00:29:55,885
We can go anywhere, do anything,
be whatever we like.

408
00:29:56,047 --> 00:29:58,277
This isn't so bad for starters.

409
00:29:58,447 --> 00:30:01,723
What about tomorrow and the next day
and the day after that?

410
00:30:01,887 --> 00:30:04,321
We have a future to fill up,
Miss Parker.

411
00:30:04,487 --> 00:30:08,480
Right now the only thing I know for sure
is that I wanna spend it together.

412
00:30:08,647 --> 00:30:10,922
Sounds like a plan.

413
00:30:11,287 --> 00:30:15,360
First thing we have to do is move you
out of that apartment complex.

414
00:30:15,527 --> 00:30:19,281
- What's wrong with where I live?
- Nothing a new roommate wouldn't fix.

415
00:30:19,607 --> 00:30:23,680
Now, don't get me wrong. Billy's
a good kid, but that's all he is.

416
00:30:24,447 --> 00:30:25,926
A kid.

417
00:30:26,087 --> 00:30:31,559
- What are you suggesting?
- That we move in together.

418
00:30:31,727 --> 00:30:34,844
Once all this business
with my wife is settled.

419
00:30:36,527 --> 00:30:39,803
Sometimes it feels like
she'll be around forever.

420
00:30:40,327 --> 00:30:42,238
I know how you feel.

421
00:30:42,407 --> 00:30:47,720
I'm trying to keep you from all that.
It really has nothing to do with you.

422
00:30:48,007 --> 00:30:50,237
How did you two meet?

423
00:30:50,647 --> 00:30:53,844
We started going out in high school
and never stopped.

424
00:30:54,007 --> 00:30:56,601
Sounds too good to be true.

425
00:30:59,407 --> 00:31:01,398
Maybe it was.

426
00:31:02,287 --> 00:31:04,755
I felt like I was living my life
in a vacuum,

427
00:31:04,927 --> 00:31:07,122
just wanting to get out for some air.

428
00:31:07,287 --> 00:31:09,642
All that stability can be...

429
00:31:11,167 --> 00:31:12,680
...deadening.

430
00:31:12,847 --> 00:31:17,557
So when I met you, I felt like I found
what I really needed to be happy.

431
00:31:18,287 --> 00:31:21,085
What exactly is it that you've found?

432
00:31:21,247 --> 00:31:23,397
Confusion?

433
00:31:23,567 --> 00:31:26,240
- Excitement?
- Depravity.

434
00:31:33,767 --> 00:31:37,123
I still haven't told my folks yet.
They're gonna be upset.

435
00:31:37,287 --> 00:31:39,642
They have one of those
perfect marriages.

436
00:31:39,807 --> 00:31:43,880
They've been together for 40 years,
and they're as passionate as ever.

437
00:31:44,047 --> 00:31:47,039
Nice to have those kind of role models.

438
00:31:47,447 --> 00:31:49,642
What are your parents like?

439
00:31:50,687 --> 00:31:54,646
Nothing to tell. You know, the usual.

440
00:31:55,287 --> 00:31:59,121
- Still together?
- For what it's worth.

441
00:32:00,327 --> 00:32:02,124
What does that mean?

442
00:32:03,727 --> 00:32:05,718
It means...

443
00:32:06,047 --> 00:32:11,405
...my problems have never
stemmed from too much stability.

444
00:32:13,007 --> 00:32:18,001
Look, I had an ordinary childhood
with ordinary parents.

445
00:32:18,167 --> 00:32:20,442
I don't wanna bore you
with the details.

446
00:32:21,527 --> 00:32:24,325
Someday I'd like to hear them.

447
00:32:24,487 --> 00:32:26,842
Someday I'll tell you.

448
00:32:28,127 --> 00:32:31,085
I got a great idea.
Let's go for a midnight hike.

449
00:32:31,247 --> 00:32:34,205
Scary, romantic.

450
00:32:35,847 --> 00:32:37,724
Maybe in a minute.

451
00:32:38,407 --> 00:32:41,399
Alison, is everything OK?

452
00:32:41,567 --> 00:32:43,478
It's fine.

453
00:32:44,687 --> 00:32:46,200
Fine.

454
00:33:01,287 --> 00:33:04,518
- Ever have fresh trout for breakfast?
- Where'd you get that?

455
00:33:04,687 --> 00:33:07,838
Down by the lake.
I didn't have the heart to wake you.

456
00:33:08,007 --> 00:33:08,996
Oh, thanks.

457
00:33:09,167 --> 00:33:12,842
Oh, God, you smell good
in the Sunday morning wilderness.

458
00:33:13,007 --> 00:33:15,316
Keith, I'm really not feeling well.

459
00:33:15,487 --> 00:33:19,400
- You're not? What's wrong?
- I don't know.

460
00:33:19,567 --> 00:33:22,764
I didn't want to say anything
last night,

461
00:33:22,927 --> 00:33:24,485
but I think I better go home.

462
00:33:24,647 --> 00:33:27,480
- You think you have a fever?
- Yeah, sort of.

463
00:33:27,647 --> 00:33:28,636
You're not warm.

464
00:33:30,207 --> 00:33:31,959
Could you just take me home?

465
00:33:33,287 --> 00:33:35,755
- Sure.
- Thanks.

466
00:33:45,007 --> 00:33:47,521
It smells delicious.

467
00:33:47,687 --> 00:33:49,279
Well, I hope you're hungry.

468
00:33:49,447 --> 00:33:53,759
I'm making scrambled eggs and toast
and fruit and fresh-brewed coffee, too.

469
00:33:53,927 --> 00:33:56,680
- Fantastic. What can I do?
- Nothing, go away.

470
00:33:56,847 --> 00:33:59,315
You've done more than enough already.

471
00:33:59,647 --> 00:34:04,357
Just sit yourself down with the paper
and a glass of orange juice and relax.

472
00:34:04,527 --> 00:34:09,282
And don't touch the dirty dishes either.
I'm gonna handle the cleanup as well.

473
00:34:09,447 --> 00:34:12,245
Oh, well, I see you're using
one of my copper pots.

474
00:34:12,567 --> 00:34:14,683
- You don't mind, do you?
- No, I don't.

475
00:34:14,847 --> 00:34:19,079
That cookware's guaranteed to last,
if you take care of it properly.

476
00:34:19,247 --> 00:34:22,319
If I soak that right now,
it'll be a lot easier to clean.

477
00:34:22,487 --> 00:34:23,476
Carrie...

478
00:34:24,767 --> 00:34:28,646
- OK, well, I was just trying to be...
- Helpful. I know, I know.

479
00:34:28,807 --> 00:34:31,719
- You know what?
- For just this once,

480
00:34:31,887 --> 00:34:35,880
- let me do something for you, OK?
- OK.

481
00:34:38,127 --> 00:34:39,879
Rhonda, I just...

482
00:34:40,047 --> 00:34:43,278
Don't you dare touch that pan, Carrie.

483
00:34:44,487 --> 00:34:47,479
Rhonda, I just want to say
thank you for everything.

484
00:34:47,647 --> 00:34:52,926
You know, I know I can come off a little
compulsive and maybe anal sometimes.

485
00:34:53,087 --> 00:34:55,203
I've made a whole career out of it.

486
00:34:55,447 --> 00:34:58,041
But if I ever get in the way,
you just let me know.

487
00:34:58,207 --> 00:35:00,675
Because roommates like you
are pretty rare.

488
00:35:00,847 --> 00:35:03,725
And I wouldn't wanna jeopardize
our relationship.

489
00:35:03,887 --> 00:35:06,355
OK, thank you.

490
00:35:08,087 --> 00:35:09,566
So how's it going?

491
00:35:10,327 --> 00:35:12,921
Relax, it's coming right up.

492
00:35:15,327 --> 00:35:19,843
You know, I haven't had
a breakfast like this in ages.

493
00:35:26,047 --> 00:35:31,360
- You're kind of back early.
- Yeah, you know me and camping.

494
00:35:31,527 --> 00:35:35,076
That bad, huh? Even the two of you alone
and naked in the woods?

495
00:35:35,687 --> 00:35:39,396
Billy, what is wrong with me?
Suddenly everything's so confusing.

496
00:35:39,567 --> 00:35:41,956
First I couldn't bear
to be away from Keith.

497
00:35:42,127 --> 00:35:45,278
And now when I'm with him
I just feel...

498
00:35:45,447 --> 00:35:47,403
It's just wrong.

499
00:35:47,807 --> 00:35:51,959
Isn't it a little late to feel guilty?
The guy is leaving his wife for you.

500
00:35:52,127 --> 00:35:53,116
Not just for me.

501
00:35:53,287 --> 00:35:56,836
Now that the illicit thrill is gone,
you're not interested anymore?

502
00:35:57,007 --> 00:36:01,205
This sounds like a case of falling
in love with somebody unattainable.

503
00:36:01,367 --> 00:36:06,725
Then you get them and realize you were
just falling in love with the idea.

504
00:36:06,887 --> 00:36:11,199
Thank you for the analysis, doctor.
You're completely off base.

505
00:36:11,727 --> 00:36:14,161
Well, so then tell me.
What's the problem?

506
00:36:18,287 --> 00:36:21,324
When Keith and I were camping
last night,

507
00:36:22,007 --> 00:36:26,125
we were sitting by the fire,
and we started talking about our pasts

508
00:36:26,287 --> 00:36:28,323
and our families.

509
00:36:29,167 --> 00:36:31,886
And Keith's was pretty idyllic,
no surprise.

510
00:36:32,047 --> 00:36:35,198
But when I started telling him
about mine,

511
00:36:36,087 --> 00:36:38,840
- I couldn't.
- Why not?

512
00:36:41,527 --> 00:36:45,486
When I was growing up,
for as long as I can remember,

513
00:36:45,647 --> 00:36:50,675
there was this kind of distance
in my parents' marriage.

514
00:36:50,847 --> 00:36:54,203
And it wasn't till I was older,

515
00:36:54,367 --> 00:36:58,326
like 11 or 12,

516
00:36:58,487 --> 00:37:02,446
that I realized
that my father had girlfriends.

517
00:37:04,407 --> 00:37:09,276
And my mother pretended to ignore it.
But I knew.

518
00:37:09,727 --> 00:37:12,560
And I could totally see
how it humiliated her.

519
00:37:14,127 --> 00:37:15,958
My father would disappear,

520
00:37:16,127 --> 00:37:19,597
and they would have these
terrible fights when he got back.

521
00:37:19,767 --> 00:37:23,077
And I would have to pretend
that everything was normal.

522
00:37:23,247 --> 00:37:25,158
So why didn't you tell this
to Keith?

523
00:37:25,327 --> 00:37:27,443
Because...

524
00:37:28,927 --> 00:37:33,318
...I remembered how obsessed
I was with my father's girlfriends.

525
00:37:34,327 --> 00:37:37,842
These women I imagined to be
so beautiful,

526
00:37:38,007 --> 00:37:42,637
and so lucky, because they got
all of my father's affection,

527
00:37:44,087 --> 00:37:46,476
and all of his attention.

528
00:37:48,287 --> 00:37:50,357
And I hated them.

529
00:37:51,687 --> 00:37:54,520
And I envied them.

530
00:37:55,287 --> 00:37:58,279
And sometimes I wanted
to be one of them.

531
00:38:05,207 --> 00:38:10,281
<i>When I saw the movie Grease, I thought
they were all Olivia Newton-John.</i>

532
00:38:13,247 --> 00:38:14,999
But now...

533
00:38:16,127 --> 00:38:21,326
...when I picture the other woman's
face, I can see it so perfectly.

534
00:38:23,207 --> 00:38:25,084
Because it's mine.

535
00:38:27,767 --> 00:38:29,917
Because I'm the other woman.

536
00:38:38,527 --> 00:38:40,040
Hey, sweetheart.

537
00:38:40,207 --> 00:38:43,961
- Feeling any better?
- Yeah.

538
00:38:44,447 --> 00:38:47,757
- Keith, we need to talk.
- Sure, come on inside.

539
00:38:47,927 --> 00:38:50,395
No. Out here.

540
00:38:54,287 --> 00:38:56,960
What is it, Alison? What's wrong?

541
00:38:58,727 --> 00:39:03,437
I can't see you anymore. It's not that
I've stopped caring about you.

542
00:39:03,607 --> 00:39:06,167
- You know I love you.
- And I love you.

543
00:39:08,287 --> 00:39:11,085
I'm leaving my wife.
What more do you want?

544
00:39:11,247 --> 00:39:13,283
I want...

545
00:39:14,087 --> 00:39:16,999
I need to feel right with me.

546
00:39:17,167 --> 00:39:19,681
Who I am, what I'm doing.

547
00:39:20,847 --> 00:39:24,556
How can I be with you
if I can't live with myself?

548
00:39:24,727 --> 00:39:27,241
I never should have told you
I'm leaving Lily.

549
00:39:27,407 --> 00:39:28,522
Oh, great.

550
00:39:28,687 --> 00:39:32,077
Then I would've been your mistress
instead of a homewrecker.

551
00:39:32,247 --> 00:39:34,522
And I wouldn't be such a threat.

552
00:39:34,687 --> 00:39:37,485
Now it's serious, Alison, isn't it?

553
00:39:37,767 --> 00:39:40,122
I'm no longer safe,
and that scares you.

554
00:39:40,567 --> 00:39:42,080
No.

555
00:39:42,247 --> 00:39:45,603
Being without you scares
the hell out of me.

556
00:39:46,167 --> 00:39:48,123
But being with you scares me more.

557
00:39:48,287 --> 00:39:50,801
You think you're doing this for Lily?

558
00:39:50,967 --> 00:39:52,400
She's gone to San Diego.

559
00:39:52,567 --> 00:39:55,035
If you and I break up,
I'm not going back to her.

560
00:39:55,207 --> 00:39:57,323
That's your business.

561
00:39:57,767 --> 00:40:00,076
Doing this is mine.

562
00:40:00,247 --> 00:40:01,646
Now.

563
00:40:02,167 --> 00:40:03,998
While I still can.

564
00:40:04,167 --> 00:40:06,158
Goodbye, Keith.

565
00:40:09,927 --> 00:40:11,997
What is this, some kind of game to you?

566
00:40:12,167 --> 00:40:13,566
This is my life.

567
00:40:14,047 --> 00:40:17,926
Right. Your life. My life, what I feel,
doesn't matter, does it?

568
00:40:18,087 --> 00:40:20,362
You are so incredibly selfish!

569
00:40:21,407 --> 00:40:24,126
Let me tell you,
if you can't make it work with me,

570
00:40:24,287 --> 00:40:27,836
you're not going to be able
to make it work with anybody!

571
00:40:31,607 --> 00:40:33,325
Maybe so.

572
00:40:33,727 --> 00:40:36,844
At least I'll be able to live
with myself.

573
00:40:49,687 --> 00:40:51,598
Rhonda? Rhonda?

574
00:40:52,087 --> 00:40:54,999
Oh, Carrie, I must've drifted off.
What time...

575
00:40:56,527 --> 00:40:59,280
- More eggs?
- You missed a spot.

576
00:41:00,247 --> 00:41:03,045
- Excuse me?
- Right here on my pan.

577
00:41:03,207 --> 00:41:06,244
When you cleaned up.
See, burned egg in the rivets.

578
00:41:06,407 --> 00:41:09,877
- I said soak it. I told you to soak it!
- That's it?

579
00:41:11,007 --> 00:41:13,919
You just don't care.
You just have no respect.

580
00:41:14,607 --> 00:41:19,727
- Respect? Carrie, you are a nut.
- And you're a slob.

581
00:41:21,607 --> 00:41:26,920
Look, Carrie, I don't think
this is gonna work out.

582
00:41:27,087 --> 00:41:30,124
I think you ought to find yourself
another place to live.

583
00:41:30,287 --> 00:41:33,916
Yeah, right after I clean my pan.

584
00:42:00,647 --> 00:42:04,879
- So how'd it go?
- Fire up the hot chocolate.

585
00:42:08,047 --> 00:42:10,436
I'm sorry. I really am.

586
00:42:12,127 --> 00:42:15,199
It was the hardest thing
I've ever had to do.

587
00:42:16,167 --> 00:42:18,078
But I did it.

588
00:42:19,407 --> 00:42:23,958
I know I've said it before, and you
probably just don't believe me, but...

589
00:42:26,487 --> 00:42:29,160
It's over, Billy.

590
00:42:29,647 --> 00:42:32,207
It's really over.



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